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I'll sit here and write a thousand love poems.Each one just as terrible as the last.I've always able to some what express my pain through all these mashed up words forming "art." But the love I feel for Jillian cannot be put into words.

I could stare at his photo for hours, but if I say his name I'll fall apart. I could think of all the good time's, but if I say his name I'll fall apart. I could even think of all the bad time;s, but if I say his name I'll fall apart. I'll fall to piece's,heart hurting, I can't bear say the name that crosses my mind everyday.

So he's aloud to yell at me, but its a crime when I yell back? So she's about me behind my back, but its a crime if I bring her name up to someone else? So they are aloud to smile when I cry, but its a crime when I smile?

If our society, was burned by fire, flooded with water, blown down by wind. All gone,but what if the world didn't end. What if some were killed,some things destroyed. But,not completely gone. But,what if this helped? What if it changed us? Realizing that were all the same. There is no need to put people down. Then maybe, the world "ending" would be a great thing.

When he would just sit and stare,his beautiful brown eyes made me feel like they were piercing right through me. Looking at my soul instead of this somebody-get-a-paper-bag face. He would wrap his arms around my waist,making me feel safe.When you are not in love,this sounds strange. But it was like he was protecting me from the hurtful words coming spiraling towards me,thrown from the popular. The way he told me he loved me,put chills up my spine."I love you" three simple words,that made my whole day shine bright. His friends not approving,didn't matter to us.It made those words even more powerful. It was hard to get to,since every time he

Screaming-Just to let it out Crying-Because my heart can't take it Shaking-The voices in my head are making me fearful Cranking up the music-So no one hears Spurious-Just because being me,make's me hated Crazy-Anytime,anyplace,everyday.